These dreams...

Cannot remember the last time, sleep was thorough and invigorating.Sometimes you know flirting with the enemy is dangerous business.You know that he cannot be trusted.His words of kindness are dripping with deceit and you can feel it in your very bones.Now you cannot turn back the clock.You are but a mere man, with passions, with hope and goodwill.You did what you swore never to do, only because of the very principles and conscience that rule you.Now he knows what you did.He is still the man you once knew.This game is taking a toll.You cannot watch your back all the time.What happened was unfortunate, it should have never been.

The conscience torments. Fear has crept in.Walking through the valley of the shadow of death, the lair of deception, the very thing you assumed you were is being challenged and broken down.Does such evil actually exist in a man?Is this the manifestation of the guilt?What is happening and could happen is frightening, it shakes the depths of my very soul.

These dreams...they haunt me..and I ain liking it one bit..God, turn back the clock..make all things right..Undo my mistakes and restore my life, give me back my peace, the peace that I finally had and should have held dear..Oh what was I thinking then,dear God, help me..